I'll take responsibility for you so that you'll never have to

You have avoided it for so long and I will be your relief

I will convince myself that you need me

I will convince myself that you cannot live without me

All so that you could feel free

I desperately hoped that when you felt free you would love me

But I never felt loved because I withdrew from my needs

So that I could take control of yours

I am now desperate, lonely and confused

What should I do?